The human mind is such a beautiful device. Morally corrupt ideas can be easily justified by means of logic and reason, and the heart just sits back and tries to influence every second of your day. Who is to say what is and isn't right if you yourself can justify it? Happiness isn't a black and white subject. If anything it is every shade of grey imaginable. So i do not believe that right or wrong is any different. All my thanks to a friend that helped me understand this, or at least allowed me to let myself see it when I tried so hard to be down on myself for feeling the opposite.
When I die I hope I look back and never regret...
Most of all I hope I never truly compromised my happiness for anyone else.
"when no one else is looking after your back you have to do something for yourself no matter what that something is."
Right now nothing will change. That is comforting and sorrowful all at once.